Blueberry Drabble – I won’t

Taking place about the time of Goji’s departure. We get a little more insight into what Blueberry went through…

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I felt every heavy footstep as he made a path through the kitchen heading towards the living room. I memorized each careless movement, as he walked right out the front door, refusing to grant me one last bit of courtesy, by looking back.  I did not stop him, I did not even make a sound. All I could do was think to myself, “I knew this was coming.” but in no way did my realization help to lessen the anguish. 

 
The door slammed more violently than i had expected, causing my entire being to shudder in reply. Just like that he was gone. The man I had been married to for almost two decades. The father of my children. I couldn’t help but marvel at how easy it had been for him to drop the papers under my nose, and slide the pen into my hand. I knew things between us had been shaky, but never in my wildest dreams would I have ever chosen to abandon him or the children. He said he was unhappy, had been for many years. Guess it didn’t matter if I was devastated, as long as he got his way. The lack of concern hurt worst of all. How could the man I trusted, the one I would turn to in my hour of need, transform so quickly into the distant shadow that now rested so heavily over my undeniably brighter past.
 
I felt a prickle near the corner of my eyes, but I refused to cry. I grabbed the edge of the table and set all of my weight down upon it. Shutting my eyes tight, I begged them to hold back their tears. He wasn’t worth it. He didn’t deserve another single drop from me. Not now, not ever.

Chapter 1- Generation 4: Strawberry

how to meet (and stick) with the love of your life:

do not settle for a first encounter that involved an empty class room and another girl.

the part where he shoos you will not be pretty, or improve your relationship, for that matter.

rather go for one that involved lots of kind glances and mild attraction, even if it’s more on a friendly basis.

which brings us right to the part where you don’t befriend his brother.

it may just backfire on you and turn into something totally unexpected and uncalled for.

don’t start wearing your hair like that oochie you saw him with either, I’m telling you, you’re wasting your time.

trust me, I should know, because I’m one of those girls stupid enough not to follow her own advice. then again, I bet none of us do. at the end of the day, I still manage to buck the trend in the wrong direction, and strangely enough, I’m better for it. as with most girls my age and class, my life mainly revolves around these two specimen, the Teal brothers. many a women’s tried chasing them down, but so far, I’m the only one who actually gets to stick around. you see, growing up with three b(r)others instead of sisters, I already had a quick-start in being one of the boys, yet still, I can proudly chant I am number three on the list of most desirable ladies attending Sugar High.

things have gone rather glum in the household, though, so I try to get out as much as possible. with the recent passing of uncle Mulberry, everyone’s been down and out a lot, but I refuse to let it get to me like they do. besides, being grumpy all the time won’t keep my grades up where I like them to be either, and I’m a very arduous student that way. I’m very much looking forward to graduating, as I’m sure it will help lift the spirit of our quant, little family.

it will also allow me to focus on my painting more rather than just my homework. late at night, I harbour dreams of one day becoming a world-renown visionary, with paintings and portraits that’ll awe everyone who happens to bump into them. Romeo’s always been crazy supportive when it comes to my painting, seeing how we both share the same dream and passion. Pompous on the other hand is more of a touch and go kind of guy. both literally and metaphorically.. if you catch my drift. he chooses his path as he goes, and remarkably, it always works out well for him in the end. he can pull off practically anything, any time, anywhere. he often leaves me wondering how he does it, and I love him for that. there’s a mystery to him that I’ve yet to uncover.

“Pompous, can you please make a move on? I told Romeo we’d meet him at the library in about.. five minutes!”

at times I wonder what kind of person will be standing in that kitchen years from now. by the looks of it, it’s hard to imagine anything will ever change around here.. but I bet she’ll be pretty.

“Es, you know I like you, right?”

“err.. yah, sure.. why are you asking?”

“Pompous?!”

oh, fuu.. nothing?!!

did he just.. kiss me?

here ‘tis! the official kick-off of Strawberry’s generation! you like?!

for those of you not familiar with my other legacy, this is the part where I grant you a few author’s notes.

why be Pompous calling Strawberry “Es”?
well, I figured Pompous would be the nickname kind of guy.. so, at first, I wanted him to call her Sberry, which soon changed into Esberry, but then I decided to go with just Es.
oh, and for those of you who hadn’t picked it up yet, the cursive words are Pompous’ thoughts.
yea, I think “YIKES!” would be the appropriate term for it.

our so-called “oochie” is the fine and fresh Fairy Floss, heroin of berrypie27’s Dream a Little Dream!

hope you enjoyed and stay tuned for the next batch o’ strawberry-flavoured drama!

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Generation 4 Intro: Strawberry

hello, errryone, and welcome to what is already the fourth generation of berrypie27‘s collaborative legacy.
our story starts with the legendary Blueberry Muffin, determined to found a long-lasting family of her own.
now it’s up to Strawberry, daughter of Vanilla Mango and Neo, to help grant her great grandmother’s wish.

as you can see, our beautiful Muffin is very much looking forward to being guided through life by yours truly, goddess of all that is cat-like.
I hereby vow to take good care of her, but only if you guys promise to be right there with us throughout all the highs and lows we’ll encounter on our wild, little ride.. yes? good!
then, with all the power invested in me, which is very little, I hereby pronounce the kick-off of Strawberry’s generation, one that is sure to rot your teeth in endless ways!

- Kitty

finally.. the moment you’ve been waiting for.. a round of Q’s and A’s!

Q: where can I find a summary of the previous generations?
A: http://bbm27.wordpress.com/chapters/

Q: where can I find that quaint, little place called Sugar Valley?
A: http://forum.thesims3.com/jforum/posts/list/109294.page

Q: who is this berrypie27?
A: http://www.thesims3.com/community_spotlight_berrypie27

Q: are you really a cat?
A: no!

Chapter 13- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

Finally things started getting back to “normal” whatever that was.

Neo began working part-time as a trainer at the Graham Cracker Gym. His first clients were some new guys in town, the Grayson brothers. They really hit it off and are good friends now.

After what seemed like a lifetime it was finally time for me to go back to work. I was excited and a little nervous. I had been gone so long would I even remember what to do? Well I thought I should start out the day strong with a good homemade breakfast, so I made breakfast for the family.

Neo gave me a little pep talk before work that morning, of course he teased me a little about my fears. Apparently Razz thought his dad was pretty funny.

My Berry, Neo can still give me berryflies.

After a few days I was feeling much more confident at work. It seems my boss, Wild Cherry felt I was doing so well I deserved a promotion. I couldn’t wait to tell Neo when we got home from work. “Honey, you will never believe what Wild Cherry told me today!”

“Congratulations my love, no one deserves it more than you.” and he pulled me into an amazing kiss. Did I mention he still gives me berryflies? Oh my what a great kisser he is.

Sooo anyway….before I knew it it was time for ChocolateChip’s and Mango’s birthdays. We decided to have it at the Cotton Candy Community Pool since everyone had such a great time at Strawberry’s last birthday there. Some of the guests were very excited about the party and ran from the street!

My berriness Somer was getting so big, and looking so much like her mom!

Star wanted the honor of taking Mango to the cake. He was so cute blowing with all his might.

Wow, he looks so much like Daddy! Its pretty amazing, he’s got Mom’s skintone and eyes but the rest all Daddy.

Next Choc took his turn.

What a handsome young man. He looks so much like his daddy, even though his hair coloring is from Mom, and his skin color is mine.

Razz called everyone over to tell us something important.

Unfortunately what he needed us all to know was that “The tile is giving me dirty looks!” “Hmm, interesting.” was Choc’s brilliant response. Razz had been acting strangely since Mom died, and it seems its getting worse.

I was beginning to think we were actually going to have a pretty good party, other than Razz’s outburst things were going so well. Until Mulberry choked on his dinner. I’d never seen anything like it, the Heimlich wouldn’t dislodge the offending food. And just like that he was gone.

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Chapter 12- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

Before I knew it it was time for Strawberry’s birthday. How is that possible? It seems like yesterday I brought her home from the hospital. We asked her where she wanted her party, and she chose Cotton Candy Community Pool. So we invited the family and her friends and headed on over.

Some of Strawberry had made good friends with two of the Pickle kids. I had met their mom, Sweet, in passing a few times, but it was nice to have some time to really get to know her. I really like her, she is very…well…sweet.

Strawberry was inspired by the scene and went straight to her easel.

Neo had a blast dancing with his friends.

It seemed Daddy had a good time at the party, he was still very excited when we got home.

Neo was inspired by Daddy’s new passion for fishing and decided to try it out for himself, at Skittles Park. Unfortunately this was the time our newest bundle of joy decided to arrive. Strawberry called Neo, “Daddy! Momma’s in labor! Don’t worry I will get her to the hospital, just meet us there.” She was so calm, I couldn’t believe how much she had grown up.

Neo on the other hand was blown over by the news, then when he recovered, he ran straight to the hospital.

I can’t tell you how special it was having Strawberry there with us. I didn’t think it was possible to love her more, but I do.

It was our third boy, but the first one to look anything like his daddy. He was so beautiful. Neo was over the moon having another baby in the house. He decided it was time to name one of our children for me, so meet Mango Muffin.

I was certain he would be our last. That pregnancy was really hard on me, I’m just getting older I guess. He sure was worth all the misery though.

When Star came over to see Mango she told Neo and I that she and Merlot were going on a vacation to the Chardonnay nectar region. They just needed some time away from the stresses of work and daily life. They planned to be gone for a few months. We wished them well.”We leave in the morning, we found a great deal on tickets.” “I’m sure gonna miss you, sis.” I told her.

Then we heard Mom scream…we ran inside to find Daddy’s heart had finally given out.

Star took it really hard too. He was the best Daddy a girl could have. Oh, how I will miss him.

Star debated canceling her trip, but Mom told her to go and have a great time. “Daddy wouldn’t want you to miss out on such an opportunity to see the world. He knows you love him.” Reluctantly Star agree to go on her trip and miss the funeral, though I know it broke her heart.

Mom took to her newly decorated bedroom. We added on a reading nook and private bath for them earlier in the week.

I felt a little normalcy would be good for the kids, so even though it was hard, I sent them to school the next day.

I took to ChocolateChip and Mango’s room. I snuggled Mango until Neo came home from work.

ChocolateChip’s birthday was that night, but with the new baby coming home, then Daddy…Well we just decided to celebrate it quietly. He loved his cake.

What a cutie!

Strawberry brought Dill Pickle home with her after school. I’m glad she has friends to help her through this tough time, I though he did a great job of cheering her up.

Mom was outside in her garden trying to keep busy. I was upstairs with the boys when Neo came and told me…Mom had passed. It had only been one day since Daddy died, I guess she died of a broken heart, she just couldn’t live without him.

Poor little Razz. He took Mom’s death harder than Daddy’s. They had such a special bond.

Neo was concerned Strawberry was getting a little too close to Dill, but I thought it was cute.

Their room was so empty…

The next day was my birthday, and Neo didn’t want to make a big deal about it, but he didn’t want it to go by unnoticed either. So he went to the day spa and got a Total Rejuvenation Package for me.

It was a wonderful long day of pampering, while the little ones were with Neo. I felt better.

But still very sad.

Then was Mango’s birthday. How is it possible?

The next day we were having a double funeral. While I was getting ready I noticed all the new changes on my face, I had aged so much since this all started, its really taken a toll on me.

The only one of Daddy’s sisters to come to the funeral was Auntie Lovely. She brought with her the sad news that Auntie Wildberry had died the night before in her sleep. So with Auntie Wildberry’s death, Auntie Lovely is the last of Daddy’s siblings still living.

Mulberry and Sweet were late to arrive, but at least they made it.

The next few months were a bit of a blur, wallowing in my grief as I was I completely missed ChocolateChip’s birthday. The kids dealt with their grief differently. Strawberry buried herself in her art, while the boys…were…boys.

I thought Mom would want me to take care of her garden, so I did.

I came back to myself in time for Razz’s birthday. We had the party at home, but we invited all his friends and our family. The guests started arriving.

And it was I who was surprised…Star and Merlot were home!

I have no idea why Razz felt the need to wear his swimming suit to blow out his candles, but he did.

Look at her, she can’t take her eyes off of him. Ahh, young love.

Turns out Star brought back a surprise from Chardonnay…I don’t know how I missed her before, but I think Razz is smitten.

Apparently the relaxation of the vacation, and spending all their attention on each other cured their fertility problems. And none too soon either, because Star’s getting to that age. I’ve never seen her so happy. My sister is finally a mommy.
Nilla

Chapter 11- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

With the troubles Star and Merlot are going through we are growing to appreciate all we have even more. The children are such a blessing, and they are always growing too fast. My baby ChocolateChip has gotten so big.

My little Razz always the darling little toddler was also growing like a weed. It was his birthday and we decided to throw him a big party.

Mulberry and Sweet were the first to arrive. They never came over often enough for Mom. She complained about it often, to me and Daddy anyway, I don’t know if she told Mulberry how she felt or not.

I was so excited to take him to the cake and help him blow out the candles.

Oh my Berry, Razz needs a haircut!

The cake was delicious.

Before I knew it I was pregnant again. Its not like we were even trying, but I guess we weren’t really trying not to either. How will I tell Star?

I had no problem sharing the news with Auntie Wildberry, she was thrilled of course!

Strawberry loved playing with her little brothers. It was very quiet upstairs in the boys’ room one day, so I snuck up to see what was going on. What I saw made me say “Awww!” very quietly to myself so as not to disturb them.

Then it was Razz’s first day of school. I wanted to make him pancakes for breakfast, like I did for Strawberry, but I overslept. Must be from the pregnancy, I’m not as young as I used to be. Lucky for me I have a fantastic husband, who got up and made sure our little man got his pancakes.

Neo sent Razz up to wake me so I could say goodbye to him and put him on the bus to school.

Neo got a promotion that day. He looks so handsome in his new uniform. *sigh*

I rushed out to meet him on the porch to congratulate him and tell him how handsome he looked.

More to come,
Nilla

Chapter 10- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

So with the new baby in the house I made sure Strawberry didn’t feel left out or neglected. I spent special time with her every day, just the two of us. Even if we sometimes just sit quietly together. Sometimes I read a book, while she plays with her favorite bear. We always have little chats while we sit together. She is telling me she wishes she had a little sister, brothers are no fun.

When Neo and I went to China we brought some fish back to stock the pond. Daddy loved it so much he took up fishing. The fishing also seems to help calm his nerves a bit. I don’t know why he always worries so much, but its not good for him. The doctor says his heart is looking much better since I started training Daddy, so it looks like we will have him around for a while. I can’t tell you how happy we are about that. Everyone loves Daddy so much, he’s the most popular guy in town.

My darling boy is getting so big. Razz just loves his “berry yammies” so much some days we can’t get him out of them.

But sometimes I just have to wash them…

Little Chip is growing so fast too. He’s such a good little cuddler.

Star comes to visit often. She just loves playing with her niece and nephews. I wonder why she and Merlot haven’t started their family yet, but I don’t want to be one of those pushy relatives always asking “When are you going to have a baby?” I’m just glad she loves to come around and be a wonderful Auntie.

She even loves to play tag with Strawberry.

Sometimes when she doesn’t know I’m watching she looks a little sad…

I get back to the gym as soon as I get the “all-clear” from the doctor. Gotta get back in shape before I go back to work from maternity leave.

Guess who I run into at the gym?

I decided to ask her why she seemed so sad sometimes. “Is everything alright, sis?”

She poured out her heart to me, so glad I asked. She said she didn’t know how to talk to me about this, with my ever growing family, but she and Merlot had been trying to have a baby for years. Before Neo and I got married. How can that be? “Oh Star, I’m so sorry. I wish you had talked to me.” I can’t imagine how hard it must be for them both, it sure made me feel so much more grateful for my own wonderful children. “I know being an aunt isn’t even close to being the same thing, but you are always welcome to spend as much time as you want or need with my babies, you and Merlot are the best aunt and uncle they could ever want, and you are their godparents to boot.”

“Please,” I told her, “talk to me when you need to. I’m always here for you, you are not only my sister, but my best friend. I love you.” “I love you too, Nilla. Thanks for being my sister.”

Meanwhile Merlot was telling Neo about the baby troubles. Their conversation wasn’t as sappy as mine and Star’s, but very similar otherwise. I feel so bad for Star and Merlot. I’ve never known anyone with fertility problems before. I don’t know what to do for them, except be there when they need me.

Much love,
Nilla

Chapter 9- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

***I, Airabella, have some slightly bad news to report. The shots I had for this update have been lost in cyberworld somewhere. This upset me for quite sometime, and it took a while to get over it and move on. I tried going back to a previous save, but it didn’t help, so I will just let you know the important stuff you missed through Nilla’s point of view without the shots, then move into the next update with shots.***

Shortly after returning from our trip to China it was Neo’s birthday. I through him a formal party at the art museum. It was a fabulous party, until Fairy Floss started getting a little too friendly with Neo. Of course he put her in her place and told her they could only be friends, but we all no there is no coming back from something like that. They will not be friends, she will have to find an unmarried man to be “friends” with. Anyway later when we were alone, I told Neo the big news. We made a baby in China. He said it was the absolute best birthday present he could receive, another wonderful child for our family.

We had a lovely Birthday party for Strawberry at Rainbow Skittles Central Park. We grill hamburgers, played games, had cake, the whole family was there. It was a wonderful day. My little girl is growing up. I did have a tear or two to wipe a way while she wasn’t looking that day. What happened to my baby girl? Time flies by so fast.

On Strawberry’s first day of school she was so excited she got up early and started painting to calm her nerves.

When I got up early to make her a special breakfast of plum pancakes I was surprised she was already up.

Neo, Strawberry, and I had a nice breakfast together before we sent our baby off to school.

Strawberry was a little nervous so her dad had a little pep talk with her before the bus came. She said, “what if the other kids don’t like me?” It just broke my heart to hear her worry. Neo told her that she was such a sweet girl she would have more friends than she knew what to do with, she was a Muffin after all, and the apple of her Grandpa’s eye. “Everyone in town loves Grandpa and they will love you too, Princess.” I think that little chat helped give her the confidence she needed to put aside her fears and make friends.

I gave her a big hug before she left.

I saved my tears until she was on the bus. Neo gave me a hug and told me she would be fine. I knew she would, but how do you let go of your baby?

To cheer me up he started joking around talking to my tummy, AKA baby #3. He told me the baby was talking back to him, saying “I love you Mommy.”

I needed to hold my little Razz, maybe that would help me to feel better. I just love having babies in the house.

That night, we added another.

Neo was at the gym working out when I called him.

While Neo and I were at the hospital, Strawberry went to work on her homework, then to chat online with her new friends. I knew she would have no trouble making friends.

While Mom worked on teaching Razz to walk. Its just amazing how much he looks like her.

She just loves to read to him. I think she hopes the kids will grow up preferring reading to TV like she does.

Soon our newest baby boy, ChocolateChip, was ready to come home.

More to come,
Nilla

Chapter 8- Generation 3: Vanilla Mango

It seemed like I was spending all my time with our beautiful children, and Neo was spending so much time working, and at the gym. It seemed like the only time we were together was when we were sleeping.
So, I got the great idea to surprise Neo with date night so we could spend some time together.

So while Neo was cuddling Razz, I talked to Daddy about taking care of the kids while I took Neo out to dinner.

When Daddy agreed that it was a great idea, and he’d love to watch the babies I was so excited I couldn’t contain myself. I just love surprises, almost as much as I love my husband.

Daddy kept Neo busy while I was making reservations and getting ready.

Neo was thrilled will my idea. Turns out he was missing me too. We had a romantic candlelit dinner for two at the bistro. It was amazing spending special one on one time with him again. We talked for hours just like we used to.

And then it was my turn to be surprised, since Neo had also been missing “us” as he put it, he had been plotting with Daddy behind my back too. He had taken leave and booked us a “long overdue honeymoon”! We were leaving that night for China! I couldn’t believe what a lucky woman I was to have such an amazing man, he was definitely worth the wait.

So was the honeymoon.

We had plenty of time to recharge our wonderful marriage. And there was even time to learn some martial arts! It was fantastic to learn a new athletic activity, I had so much fun.

Here’s Neo showing of his mad skills.

I was also able to get some biking and running in as well. It was a perfect honeymoon for us. Neo knows me so well.

The night we come home, we returned home just in time to tuck the kids into bed. It was good to be home, I felt just a little guilty about leaving them, especially since Razz grew so much while we were gone.

Yes, it was good to be home. And we promised each other to make sure to make special time for each other everyday.

The luckiest woman alive,
Nilla